​oasis/mainland

[Intro]
Why do you wish?

[Verse]
We all got that voice in our head, but I don't think that this is mine
Every time he speaks, I get chills up and down my spine
I thought that I could come back, to a place that once was mine
'Cause the last years of my life been far away, rotting inside
And they all told me I should be happy
Thankful, 'cause I'm finally saved
I've seen scans of the inside of my body
And every week it decayed
My therapist told me that I'm better
But there's no way that he was right
So I'm sitting and writing these empty lettеrs
While the light fades from my еyes
I don't have a message, only my story
It's one that lasts for years and it's full of violence and gory
I lost the one thing I had, she ran away, yeah, the girl that adored me
And this sickness deep inside, it ripped me away from my place of glory
'Cause the oasis was real and God it was beautiful
But now it's nothing, but a shell
And it's full of concrete and cubicles
So this voice that I follow
Is saving me from isolation it's all I have I'm being truthful
It's really been years since I ever felt useful
My blood and my lover
My friends and my family
Yeah, I cut them all off, but I hope that they're all living happily
My fairy tail it started, but I won't get a happy ending
I'll still fight through it all to find the truth
I believe that you're bending