If I Had The Heart (Demo 1)

You're not here again
It's no surprise
I'm sure you're out there doing something I'll despise
Okay, [?]
I'd be more angry if this wasn't what I chose
That's how it goes, though
Less talk, so less questions
And even you're in the room, I'd avoid the confrontation

If I had the heart to say it
Exactly what was left
Would you even wanna stay if you knew?
If you knew what was left of me?

Here we are
Facing our situations
I thought I'd be angry
Maybe just imagination
Here we go, lie through our teeth
I'd call you on your lies
If I said something I believed
The things you say make no sense

Words are easy to [?]
Things you say make no sense
Words are easy to [?]

If I had the heart to say
Exactly what was left
Would you even wanna stay if you knew there was nothing left?

Okay, I'll wait here alone
'Cause even when you're near, you're far from home
I couldn't leave you if I tried
'Cause even back to back, you're by my side

If I had the heart to say exactly what was left
Would you even wanna stay if you knew?
If you knew there was nothing there