Homeschooled

I try my best to not miss my friends, kinda wonder if they miss me too. Came together where it all began, some different endings for some different dudes. Its been awhile since I thought about it, been awhile since I told myself the truth, I admit that I was miserable, truth be told I'm still astounded how it all came together while I'm homeschooled. I've been feelin' kinda lonely. Feeling kinda anxious I guess, fated to be famous in a minute or less, I'm just waitin' for the moment I can take my success and hope that I won't crumple under all this stress, I digress, 'cause it's like everything is overrated, I only left because I hated school and who I dated, I only left because the standards were too high for my awkward state of mind, kinda glad that I left, didn't know if I would make it but that's life. Livin' is a blessin' and a curse, and I've been strugglin' to even find the words to find the time to write a verse, without how everything is better and worse, so I just say the ones that I rehearsed, like I was pretty good at football 'till I left, pretty good at talkin' 'till I dipped, pretty damn smart for a kid, I was as talented as I thought I was skilled, skippin' down the hall with a pad and a pen, I was singin' in the choir, felt like everything was alright, pretty damn smooth if I can say it myself, everything might've fallen apart but it's all ok, I had to leave 'cause I did it for my health, and yes I have regrets, yes I guess that I miss you, pretty fair that I miss them, all the jokes and the issues, yes I miss my teachers almost everyone too, which I couldn't taken by, yeah I'm never comin' back but I miss you Irving High and that's that (Facts)