Scared Of Getting Old

[Intro]
Yeah

[Chorus]
I probably should've made it to my class, but
I was too busy chasing money, and
I probably should've never broke her heart, but
I was too scared that she ain't love me, yeah
I probably should've taken it slower, but
I gotta get it now, you never know, I
I probably shouldn't done it all so young, but
I was too scared of getting old like

[Verse 1]
We ain't really had no plans of getting old
'Cause where I'm from, it's mad and you just never know
I know I'm meant to rap like I'm some Superman
But if you're from the hood, you're never rеally far from getting smoked
But I'm still in the еnds like I won't ever go
I'm looking better than I am, I just won't ever show
I probably should've stuck to music, it was going well
But I was tryna re-up on some grub in case I never blow
Twenty-one and homeless, I was scheming on a lick
They wanted new music, I was sleeping in my whip
Real-estate agent on my phone just talking shit
Tried to make me pay double 'cause the P's weren't all legit
If it weren't for Yinks, I probably would've called it quits
My nigga saved my life, I never told him but it's this
I've had darker thoughts than I can ever really say
And if it weren't for him, I'd probably be a face you miss
And I ain't sure if I grew to be the nigga that I planned cah
On one hand, I spent my last penny with the gang, but
On the other hand, I've seen money, lost money
While my mother still pay the treatment bills for my grandma
Saw the olders do it as a kid, I thought I'd try it
Seventeen and running scams, me and C were running riot, uh
Just some kids that had no patience, tryna get it
Thought we'd see half a mil' like we'd just started up a diet

[Chorus]
I probably should've made it to my class, but
I was too busy chasing money, yeah
I probably should've never broke her heart, but
I was too scared that she ain't love me, yeah
I probably should've taken it slower, but
I gotta get it now, you never know, I
I probably shouldn't done it all so young, but
I was too scared of getting old like

[Verse 2]
I got old girl with old beef, know I left her lonely
She wanted a title, told her she a trophy
Couldn't give the whole me, I don't even know me
I ain't been to church since the days my clothes were holey
I ain't perfect, why lie? Did you wrong, so why try?
I could never date her, she don't get my WiFi
Hotel then it's bye-bye, creeping on a fine line
Room by the exit, she don't see the skyline
All them man you idolise faker than them sci-fi's
Most they do is side-eye, nothing like their timeline
Bro don't really like crying, rather go and slide by
No smoking in his car unless you're talking 'bout a drive
Look, I get it, you want me to rap like rappers do
To tell you all the ins and outs 'cause you don't have a clue
'Cause you don't know about the trauma, how it shatters you
But I get you're intrigued and I ain't mad at you
And bitches couldn't break me, I done seen worser days
I was down bad just praying God work a way
Couldn't get a job 'cause I ain't have me all the papers
Felt like deportation like a stop search away
I hope your worst day's never your last, I know it'll pass
Even when it feels like I'm finished, I know I can't
I hope my nigga finds him some peace, I know his past
They labeled him a killer, still love him, I know his heart, uh

[Chorus]
I probably should've made it to my class, but
I was too busy chasing money, and
I probably should've never broke her heart, but
I was too scared that she ain't love me, yeah
I probably should've taken it slower, but
I gotta get it now, you never know, I
I probably shouldn't done it all so young, but
I was too scared of getting older

[Outro]
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