Help!

[Verse]
I shook hands with the devil
I sit on his couch every week
He runs my Visa and fills my scripts before I leave
I'm running over the game plan
Just smile and let the time pass
Say thank you and see you next Tuesday
Don't know how much longer I'll last

[Chorus]
Cock a gun and reload it, can't control these impulses
I've been going through the motions, praying no one will notice
Need the blue pills to focus
Double up on my doses
Only talk about my feelings if I think you'll repost it
I'm walking through hell, keep it all time myself
Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?
Why can't anybody hear me screaming for hеlp?
Why can't anybody hear me screaming for hеlp?

[Verse]
Tried to write this five times
Scribbling out little lies
Never did white lines, don't fuck with white wine
Always chasing a high
I swear I was so burnt out
Fuck all my fears and my doubts
Caught in these cycles, spinning in circles
Always looking for clout
Wish my friends were around
Wish my parents were proud
More cash in my account
Wish I could slow down
Get my music off the ground, I was lost and now I'm found
So I have to announce

[Chorus]
Cock a gun and reload it, can't control these impulses
I've been going through the motions, praying no one will notice
Need the blue pills to focus
Double up on my doses
Only talk about my feelings if I think you'll repost it
I'm walking through hell, keep it all time myself
Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?
Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?
Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?

[Chorus]
Cock a gun and reload it, can't control these impulses
I've been going through the motions, praying no one will notice
Need the blue pills to focus
Double up on my doses
Only talk about my feelings if I think you'll repost it
I'm walking through hell, keep it all time myself
Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?
Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?
Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?