7th track off of my 2021 EP “Hello, Melancholia” produced by Ambulo and mell-ō. It was the first track recorded for the EP
(Verse One)
Maybe I’m too smart for my own good
Too perceptive of the fault lines
How quietly must I scream
For you all to know I’m not fine?
Depression’s lips give the softest kisses
I’m addicted and I just can’t get up off of it
I’m up all night just fighting sleepless battles
Lord please save me from the reaper’s creepin shadow
I can’t take it, I can’t take it
I’m tightroping across existence, hoping that I make it
It’s been seven years since I felt this oddly
The walls are stained with blood, world tinted melancholy
Lavenders and navy’s is what they’ll paint me with
In their memories cus art on the canvas fades too quick
Thought I had a grip, now I’m losing hold of it
Hope when I go, it’s beautiful as a supernova is
(Bridge until fade)
This teenage angst angst ain’t gonna go away
Supernova phobias was written by Shaun Frerichs.
Supernova phobias was produced by Ambulo & mell-ø (Lo-Fi).
S~RF 95 released Supernova phobias on Mon May 03 2021.
‘Supernova Phobias’ is the track that started my reemergence in music. It’s a song I had on my mind for about two months before I actually recorded it, it’s kind of the summary of the anxious thoughts that had consumed me in the early part of 2021.