Everything I Never Said

[Intro]
Hey Coleman, I know you're busy making music or whatever right now, but I just wanted to tell you I don't think it's going to work out
If I'm being honest, I just don't have the feelings I used to have, so goodbye

[Chorus]
This is everything I didn't say to you, 'cause I was scared and alone
I was scared and alone
Never thought you would ever cause me this pain, now my heart's been turned to stone
I thought you were the one for me, thought you would comfort me
Now I'm missing your company
This is everything I didn't say to you, didn't say to you, I didn't say to you

[Verse 1]
This is everything I never said
I wrotе it down on the paper, if I wanted you to hеar now I'd need a pager
'Cause we lost touch, turns out you were a faker
It's funny 'cause when you were in my arms I felt safer
You must've been a pretty damn good actress
You really had me fooled when we were layin' on your mattress
Tellin' me that this is forever last December
Now I'm drinking to forget 'cause I don't want to remember
Wrote a love song for you, you love it to this day
But I guess I was never enough to make you stay
Left me at a loss for words, nothing to say
Sometimes I still feel the same way
So I'm writing down everything I didn't get the chance to say
Before I pass out right where I lay
I always hated all the games that you used to play
Now I'm sitting here hoping for a replay

[Chorus]
This is everything I didn't say to you, 'cause I was scared and alone
I was scared and alone
Never thought you would ever cause me this pain, now my heart's been turned to stone
I thought you were the one for me, thought you would comfort me
Now I'm missing your company
This is everything I didn't say to you, didn't say to you, I didn't say to you

[Verse 2]
You left me at my lowest point, I don't think I'll bounce back
But I can't say that I blame you for the qualities I lack
All the times you would tell me that I talk too much
Or, how you didn't like the way I do such and such
You really picked up your stuff and left me in the dust
Sometimes I wonder if you really gave a fuck
All the weight up on my shoulders like a pickup truck
The worst place I've ever been is where you left me stuck
I wish you nothing but the worst
Gave my thoughts about a hearse
Bury me 6 feet down, lay me in the dirt
It wasn't worth it
I always thought that you were perfect
It turns out the water gets better on the surface
You really left me in a low place
Got me thinking that I never want to seek a face
Say you love me, but it turns out that ain't the case
I think I'ma juts go and down this whole damn case