Long Winter

[Verse 1: Lona]
I hope y'all not done with me like what's her name
Damn, what was her name?
Just a little shade from the light in the tunnel
Like Brandon Jennings
I'm still gunning, for that number one spot
Corona flow, I done cleared the city out
Walked barefoot through the fire, in efforts to take this higher
Focused on being in tune and getting the kids inspired
So it ain't no room for me to be getting tired
No more room for the ego and selfish pridе
No more empty conversation whilе waisting my time especially cause she fine
It's been so long just trynna see the light, just trynna get it right
Nothing sitting right, I can't sleep at night
I'll just toss and turn, til I learn I guess
Fucking with the frauds and the wrong women
Ignoring all the messages that God sending
It's been a long winter
I can get long winded
I remember thinking, I should gone end it
Sitting in my thoughts, weighing on my heart
Wear it on my sleeve, when to stay
When to leave, when to pray
When to preach, this shit ain't for the weak
This shit ain't for the--
Does needing help make me a leech?
Quick to suffer and slow to speak
This just something just so to speak
This just something just so to speak

[Verse 2: Lona]
But niggas only love you when you dead so
I'm content with you hating for life
If I, ain't in the wrong, then I ain't making it right
Yeah I'm only taking numbers, I ain't taking advice
I been paying attention and paying a price
I been laying foundations, they just laying some pipe
I ain't never really been the type to play into hype
Yeah they playing us heavy cause we been playing them light
It's been a long winter