Restless Situations

Searching for horizons that aren't there
They quarrelled again today
Turning her back
She feels more like crying
Love turned into contests
Passion turned unkind
Close to going crazy
Tempting Tempting her mind
Like an ant
On an ice cream cone in the sun
Someone knocked down all her sand castles
And she doesn't know why
And she doesn't know why

Feelings of her own
Wandering in restless situations
Want to weep
When she faces reality she's in
Want to live
Want to begin her life again
Feelings of her own
Wandering in restless situations

Spilling their milk and honey
They quarrelled again today
One more quarrel
Their domino theory of quarrels
This man she loved so blind at times
Like two people
One she loves one she resents

Dodging in shadows of another identity
Not stuff young girl dreams are made of
Center stage is woman
One of many still one alone
An actress with all the roles she plays
Trapped somewhere between feelings
Prisoner in love not what she meant
Gilded cages some birds meant to fly
Spaces of walls
Only walls hear her pleas

Feelings of her own
Wandering in restless situations
Want to weep
When she faces reality she's in
Want to live
Want to begin her life again
Feelings of her own
Wandering in restless situations
Restless situations

Showing a calm face is hard
They quarrelled again today
Quarrels line up one by one
Some hang on
Fighting back with words words said
When hearts tears cry why why why
Why's this happening happening
Happening to her

She's not guilty not guilty not guilty
She's a rose bush
Treat her beauty gently
Sweet love her fragrance without thorns
Don't hurt her don't chop her down
She can't live as decoration in a vase
She needs to continue
Continue to bloom continue to bloom

Please Lord dear God O Jesus
When when when will things ever change
Damn damn damn it all anyhow
Where she's at
What's she going to do now
Feelings of her own
Wandering in restless situations