Healing

Years go by and it feels like I wasted my youth
I spent all my time just trying to fake my truth
I thought that I’d be over it by now
I'm finding a way to get through this somehow

Cuz I’m still healing
From all of my feelings
Cuz I hurt you so bad
And I hurt me so bad
With all of the things that I’d do
I’m still healing

Lately I’ve been needing distance
Sometimes I think that’s all I know
Recovering gets inconsistent
Left with nowhere else to go

Save me from all my decisions
Seems like everything I do is wrong
Maybe I should take the time and listen
Stop rushing everything
Cuz for so long, I’ve been so cruеl to my mind
Now I’m facing my past and watching it rewind (oh baby)

Cuz I’m still healing
From all of my feelings
Cuz I hurt you so bad
And I hurt me so bad
With all of thе things that I’d do
I’m still healing
Oh I'm still healing, healing baby
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Cuz I’m still healing
From all of my feelings
Cuz I hurt you so bad
And I hurt me so bad
With all of the things that I’d do
I’m still healing