See you on the other side

(1st beat)
Please leave to rot, yea, leave me to die
I'll see you on the other side
This isnt something you rewind
Hopefully i can feel something this time

Forcefully strapped into this tortures ride
I dont know if i should be scared or full with pride

Vodka in my mucus
Believing you i was so fucking stupid
To me you are judas
Whenever i look at your face i feel sickness
X2

Follow me into the past to see where tf i went wrong
Please dont try to help, at that point im alrеady long gone
Follow me into mf shadows
Wherе i belong
Do not feel sorry for me
Ive felt this way for so fucking long

Its easier said than done you see
It isnt as simple as 1, 2, 3
I hope one day i'll finally be free
I HOPE ONE DAY I'LL FINALLY BE FREE
X2

(2nd beat)

Time moves faster than expected
Last night i was laying on my matress
And Now i got fans all over the world and my music i gotta perfect it
To say at least this shit was unexpected but i ain't complaning no
They think im fucking sick, like im fucking infected

Yet im losing my mf mind
Taking all these drugs to try to stabilize me
Yet i refuse to see
But please tell me its working i wanna see

Now im getting desperate
And my minds fogging
I dont wanna live
And now the tears falling
I just wanna be those regular motherfuckers going out mf shopping
Bitch