First Love

[Verse 1]
Romanticizing hindsight, that I might be right
All the turbulence was worth the hit of falling in-flight
And I hit the ground, no choice of mine to claim
But I miss the sound of your voice calling my name

[Pre-Chorus]
"Don’t you want to come over," you would tell me
"Don’t you want to come and love me like you’ve longed to
Don’t you want to come over?" baby tell me
Let’s finally feel like we belong to

[Chorus]
Something bigger than the both of us
Pull the trigger on my loaded gun
This is what we’ve been waiting for
I can’t wait any longer
, longer
No you weren’t my first love
But you were the first one
That ever really felt like home

[Verse 2]
And I know it’s cruel
Call my reminiscing masochism, prison or just missing you
And I’m never certain how long it’ll last this time
Was I ever worth it, and were you ever mine?

[Pre-Chorus]
"Don’t you want to come over," you would tell me
"Don’t you want to come and love me like you’ve longed to
Don’t you want to come over?" baby tell me
Let’s finally feel like we belong to

[Chorus]
Something bigger than the both of us
Pull the trigger on my loaded gun
This is what we’ve been waiting for
I can’t wait any longer
, longer
No you weren’t my first love
But you were the first one
That ever really felt like home

[Bridge]
Was it all too much, the touch of what you wanted all this time
Is it all too much, to act like you’re not haunted by
The presence of somebody you used to know
You were my best friend, but now you’re a ghost

[Pre-Chorus]
"Don’t you want to come over," you would tell me
"Don’t you want to come and love me like you’ve longed to
Don’t you want to come over?" baby tell me
Let’s finally feel like we belong to

[Chorus]
Something bigger than the both of us
Pull the trigger on my loaded gun
This is what we’ve been waiting for
I can’t wait any longer
, longer
Something bigger than the both of us
Pull the trigger on my loaded gun
This is what we’ve been waiting for
I can’t wait any longer
No you weren’t my first love
But you were the first one
No you weren’t my first love
But you were the first one
That ever really felt like home