Mindblow

Verse:
Imma' hark this swishes
Identifying them as chords and rhythem
Clock is ticking, so im on the mission
Listen, listen

Im tryna' find satisfaction
And sometimes i forget for what am i rappin'
Prayin' to the lord in heaven
That i make less of those wrong decisions

I know the things i wanna achieve
Im feeling like i can get it if im rappin over a beat
Sometimes i wanna be someone else
Fcking stupid, u know that, c'mon man

Im not a common man
Demons talking inside my head
And i let 'em summon man, even if i dont want 'em man
Closing my eyеs feels like im falling man

I wanna make that rap thing big
Why you wanna do that?
Some pеople sick and i wanna help with my music (musec)
Askin again why you wanna do that?

I think this the only that im good at
So? and?
And i can't be proud of myself if i ain't gonna do that
I wanna keep it movin
To say i reached something in life

So im out hunting and striv-/ing
But i dont know if this aight
Or am i chasing something for that i shouldn't fight?
Could be, right?

Can you point me the direction
To the point of relaxation
Should i follow this way
Or is it the road to get me ragin?

Feels like following keeps my mind caged in
Feels like hollowing myself lately
No tollerance, things in my head hollering
And im swollowing all the hatin

Im conversation health disscussions
I see signs of self distruction
Fuckin maniac, i put myself into weird situations
Just to see how my brain reacts

You can do it, you can get it, safe!
But it feels like im turning myself into a slave...

A voice telling me to safe the world
Nother one whisteling, no hate the world
How u dare to care
For all these bastards on planet earth

Im tryna fix this contradiction with pen and words
Also im fighting my addiction to bad and worse