Christmas Lights

[Verse 1]
Fresh snow on the suburbs
Staying at my parents'
It hasn't been a good year
But things are alright here
Sleeping in the spare room
That used to be my bedroom
Even though I'm home now
I feel completely homeless

[Chorus]
I'm looking at the moon, ooh
Shining on the snow, oh
And everything was blue, ooh
Except the Christmas lights

[Verse 2]
Walking around the basement
Where my band used to practice
Sometimes I don't wanna make new friends
Sometimes I just miss my old friends
But I'm seeing someone new now
She calms my heart down
But I'm too scared to tell her
How crazy I can get sometimes

[Chorus]
I'm looking at the moon, ooh
Shining on the snow, oh
And everything was blue, ooh
Except the Christmas lights

[Bridge]
I never feel better after I cry
I spent six months of my life just wanting to die
I am learning how to be alone without being lonely
Learning how to be lonely without losing my mind

[Chorus]
I'm looking at the moon, ooh
Shining on the snow, oh
And everything was blue, ooh
Except the Christmas lights