Closing My Eyes

All this pain, I can never get away
Dealing with the bullshit every other day
Close my eyes and I can feel the hate
Close my eyes and I can feel your pain

Searching for the good things in life
Recently I can't find that stride
Brokenhearted with a bloody knife
How you end up most of the nights

Paper hearts 'cause of broken thoughts
Life is slowly falling apart
Try to fix it, but where to start?
Try to fix it, but where to start?

Five steps forward, ten steps back
Life refuse to give you some slack
Be the big guy and don't look back
Save your heart some heart attacks

Pushed away all my fucking life
I ain't never seen the fucking light
But I'm still here till I fucking die
And there's still tears every single night

Try to work on myself for me
Fucking up but I still believe
Head is high even though I'm weak
Won't live on my fucking knees
And that's a promise that I try to fucking keep
Try to keep

Five steps forward, ten steps back
Life refuse to give you some slack
Paper hearts 'cause of broken thoughts
Life is slowly falling apart

Five steps forward, ten steps back
Life refuse to give you some slack
Paper hearts 'cause of broken thoughts
Life is slowly falling apart