Role Model ’16

(Verse: Skam)
This is the dosage of a hopeless hostage with symptoms of rigamortis, all it takes is simple forfeit, fuck all the torture
I'm dying of boredom, I could try to make a run for it, if my life was that much worth, I can't afford it

I lost it when these mothafuckas thought I was joking
Mix alcohol and drugs cus my life ain't important
Take an overdose till I see memories of the ones I hold closest
I got a whole lot of skeletons, I need to clean em' out my closet

God doesn't want you to see the demons I'm holding
That's probably the fact he doesn't like me if you noticed
That's why I went to hell and back, only cus I wrote this
This isn't written in the genesis, I should've never spoken this

That's why they try to censor this, but fuck a censorship
I'm the captain of cursing like fuck it, I'm cursed bitch
I'm like a titanic disaster, but worse bitch
My mom tried to strangle me with my umbilical cord cus she knew my first word was gonna be bitch (biiitch!)

Now we going back and forth like a pendulum
They tried to experiment on my brain like i'm an extraterrestrial
Took my drivers exam and ran over six pedestrians
So much blood on my windshield I didn't even deny it
I put that on my momma and my testicles

My rapping is a spectacle, I'm a fuck-up professional
I should've been long gone, hypothetically
There's a disturbance in my genetics, biochemical
That's why they listen to me sceptical
I'm a danger to myself with irrational behavior, you don't have to like me, y'all gon' catch the vapors