Jesus Can’t Save Us Now

The closest I ever got to tasting heaven
That was promised to me by religion
Was my first injection
Of a needle filled with heroin
If there is a God, Then I got problems with him
But I really doubt this shit
When I'm sitting here with slit wrists
Told I was created in God’s image
But yet still riddled with addictions
Suicide on my mind, Not just every day
Every minute, Scars on my wrist
Carved in a crusifix. I'm already lost
Your Jesus, ain't saving shit
Keep praying bitch, It ain’t saving shit
God ain't changing shit, My souls already tainted
Can't even sell it to get famous. Keep prayin' bitch
Ain't saving shit

Chorus:
I don't know how to pray
I don't have faith
I can't be saved
Cut my wrists with razor blades

This philosophy, is really lost on me, Honestly
You believe in a supreme being
Actually doing these things
Blame Satan for man’s greed
But God planted that tree
Won’t catch me on my knees
Don't waste your prayers on me
Hell don’t sound so scary
Not worried about when I'm buried
Trying to sell Mixtapes
So I can pay for the ferry
Dying internally, Gonna burn eternally
May as well cut my wrists vertically
Let 'em bleed, So I can pass in peace
At last I can reach, A state of serenity
Counting down to my last heart beat
Can't wait till these cease
Trying to keep on counting sheep
So the demons can take me away in my sleep
It’s a bit of relief, To admit defeat
Yes, I'm beat, I failed if it was God testing me
I have no faith, Just suicidal tendencies