October

[Intro]
"Um, Levi, um I'm over it, I don't want to do this anymore... I'm sorry, I don't want you to kill yourself... but please... just leave me alone..."

[Verse]
Year 2014
Back then we were just teens
Fucked me in the backseat
Miss you you don't miss me

Hate myself I hurt you
Can't make it without you
All alone in my room
Shit feels like Deja Vu

Always wondering where you've been
Not the same ever since then
See you with your new boyfriend
Crying been reminiscing

I'm mixing syrup with the Sprite
Sobbing every single night
Not sure how long I can fight
Demons take over my life

I'm making music with no purpose
My life is so fucking worthless
Drugs make me so emotionless
Consumed by all the loneliness

Doing Molly wanna die
Everyday yeah I'm so high
I feel like shit I made you cry
Want to commit suicide

Snort some coke up just for fun
Getting drunk I feel so numb
Remember when I made you cum?
Screamed so loud hurt my ear drum?

I'm a fucking hell boy
Hit up on my dough boy
Got a girl from Playboy
Yeah she know we lonely boys

Watched me pull up on the scene
Was so dumb was just a teen
Ask you to come back I plead
I'm so gone sip on my lean

Thought that we would pull through
Now I know It's not true
Didn't want to leave you
Now you're lookin' so brand new

Stuck here in this empty void
Feelings I can not avoid
People always try to toy
Nothing in life to enjoy

My emotions are at stake
All your love was always fake
All you did was create hate
Feelings I'll never escape

Poppin' oxy's to feel good
Never feeling like I should
Cried all night smoked on the wood
In the darkness where I stood

No one cares just like you did
I was bad I will admit
Told you sorry you forget
Now I'm fuckin' random bitches

[Verse]
Year 2015
The year when you left me
Left me feeling empty
People always envy

Everything I did was wrong
But whatever now you're gone
Who cares? It has been so long
Dropping you and all these songs

Slitting up my fucking wrist
Fucking on a random bitch
You can't save me triple 6
Spittin' bars not spittin' bricks

Put my life up on the line
Can't you see I was so blind
Come back please and make it fine
Lonely boys ran out of time