GIVING UP

[Verse 1]
Been on my own, don’t want no damn help
So what if my plan, gon' fail without end
Gon' fail without him, gon' fail without them
My people don’t judge, ain't given a damn
Im sick of tryin too hard, when it don’t do nothin'
Sick of tryna be myself when i ain’t doin too much
Ain’t rootin my way, so why would i be famous
Rappin ain’t my forté, but i don’t want to be nameless

Grande like a ariana coffee yuh
My name finna curse you if you mock me yuh
I rate all you rappers as a zero
Lenny is a supervillain killing all yo heroes
100-80 on my wrist, d-rose
I did 80 down the strip, kilos
Catch up if you can, you's a lesser man
And imma let a man know just what i can, bitch

[Verse 2]
Don’t say you don’t know where i been
How should i go shopping
You don’t show yo options, Ah shit
Fortnite, askin where we dropping
Im a bad motherfucker know we goin top 10, bitch
Lenny madе it out the woods
Steady woodchuckin'
They been sayin' im too good
To bе unlucky
I been sayin' im about to give it up
Throwin all my passion at the wall
And nothin stayin' up
Nothin goin down
Nothin goin my way
Nothin doin what it should be doin
What i did i do wrong
Made a damn good song
And then repeated the process
Yet i feel like my music ain’t makin progress
I know its all a part of it, but i ain’t got the heart for this man
You ain’t seein even half of a quadrant part of it man
You ain’t seen all the effort and soul, i put in all my self
All my thoughts and anger
All my happiness and anguish
All my lovely little dances
All my sound effects, my sound affection
I don’t even know my direction

[Verse 3]
Where do i wanna be?
When do i wanna be?
Im just a wannabe
Sayin i wanna be
Music a part of me
But it ain't what i be
I wanna do what i
Can to be wanted, see
I been a loner for too many years
I been a poser, but i didn’t care
Listenin to you, but i didn’t hear
Losing my sanity isn’t my fear
I been too far, i didn’t appear (Yuh yuh)
I been too far, but im getting near (Yuh yuh)
Tell me you wanted to be what i was
I do not believe, yea i do not trust
Cause not even me, is winning with us
You better, im less, you ready, unless

[Outro]
Sayin you know what i want
When i want it
Sayin you show me the way
If i go there someday
I do not know, and that scares me
I do not fear what i know, i know for sure
I do not know, and that scares me
I do not fear what i know, i know for sure