Freestyle 12.05.17

See I'm just a man
With no ambitions but dreams
And a hope that I wouldn't​ have ever planned
This fame and the glam are all gonna pack in the dust
And one day we'll be locked inside of this can
But I did what they said that I can't
I gave up my addictions in a slam
But these demons are still surrounding me
I just need all the prayers to help me that I can
Get, But what's the point of it?
You didn't really had to honor it
Cause the kid who once was happy and smiling, now that he needs a psychologist
Left by the father at 7 years old
Took the punch of the world and all his life he was told
He is full of crap till he found Jesus again in his soul
Beaten to death and ressurected on his own
See this is just a hindsight
You didn't really had to get through with it
You didn't really got a lifetime
Cause you just don't know when you'd be blewing it
All, and I hope I don't have to fall
Again in this trap, and it's dark so guess what? I'd just need to crawl
Now tell me would y'all have given up
My life, my expectations, in a moment it all just turned into dust
I don't have to keep holding this grudge
But this hospital bed, the lights and this turf
By my side I'm never gonna get sick of em to my guts
Saying I'm damned, really these compositions are what gonna kill the man
See I'm just the lamb, slice my throat if you don't like what I rap
But this is what I have, no mercy, dealt with the facts
Beaten down to the crap, now say what you have
See I ain't black, but still I made my way outta this map
Been hurt and even got stabbed in the back
And this is my anthem so wait till I pull my 9 out and make these rappers relapse
And don't worry I'm fine...