Not Alright

(Vr 1)
I can’t recognize my own face
I look like hell I haven’t slept in days
Going back to my old ways
Time is running, can’t keep up the pace

I’m not doing great
Staring in silence is how I communicate
I’m unable to concentrate
I try to focus then I start to fade

I don’t wanna be emotional
All I want is to be is nu-nu-numb
But my anxiety won’t let me go
I’m not making sense my head’s a mess I’m sick of feeling
Du-du-du-dumb

(Vr 2)
Lying wide awake at night
My insecurity is playing with my mind
I have nowhere to hide
My head is full with thoughts I cannot fight

Hard to face the pain
I have to disconnect myself from my own brain
It's something that I can’t explain
But that’s the only thing that keeps me sane

I don’t wanna be emotional
All I want is to be nu-nu-numb
But my anxiety won’t let me go
I’m not making sense, my head’s a mess, I’m sick of feeling dumb

Im feeling dumb…

(C part)
No matter what I do I keep on falling far behind
My insecurities are always playing with my mind
I’m over criticizing everything I do
I’m not alright, I’m not alright....