Pity Party

[Verse 1]
Toughen up, thug it out, I know you feelin' this
Gotta focus on the bread 'cause it's all I'm worth
Clearly have some sort of trauma that ain't healin'
Wanna say somethin', but that'll just make things worse
Being open as a man, well, that's a death wish
Check my insecurities, but a lot can't care
Guess I got no choice but to take the brunt of it
In death I'll truly be relieved
Mmm, and now I'm singin'

[Chorus]
Ooo, I'm suffering in silence
But I swear it'll be okay
Ooo, I don't wanna hear no violins
Cause real men don't cry, I'll make it to another day

[Verse 2]
Day in, day out it's the same old
Wanna break from this perpetual cycle
But not to find a sudden change
Cause' she's driving me insane
Keep sayin' "I need to open up"
But I know that I can't tell anyone
Niggas think of the past when they fired up
And speaking on it just gives them ammunition
But it's Gucci though, I know I'll be alright fo' sho
'Cause a singer and a [?] knife fo' sho, oh no
No I do not want no sympathy
Just need to stop treating' myself as the enemy
But I'm not good enough (Yeah)
But I'm not good enough (Yeah)
I don't deserve to live (Yeah)
I don't deserve to love (Yeah)
That's truly how I feel (Yeah)
But really who gives a fuck? (Yeah)
I'm finna tighten up

[Pre-Chorus]
I know I'll be alright

[Chorus]
Ooo, I'm suffering in silence
But I swear it'll be okay (Sufferin')
Ooo, I don't wanna hear no violins (It'll be okay, yeah)
Cause real men don't cry, I'll make it to another day

[Outro]
Ooo, ahh, oo-I, yeah
(Oooo)