IKDR

Solo cups litter the room
We’ll all be sober soon
These memories could last a lifetime
And i hope they do
I’m not the type to send a hit or empty clips i cop
I am the type to roll a spliff and reminisce a lot
I am the type to fuck a girl or guy im prolly bi
I wanna die sometimes
But if i do that mom would cry
I’m tryna try to be a better me
Since 17 tryna please
Everyone except for me
22 rico the only one that checked for me
Too many secrets kept from me
Slept in my whip my sister von and jana helpin me
I’m grateful

I’m thankful for the love
Shit
I’m thankful for tha hate
I’m thankful for the scrubs
Thankful for my day ones
Thankful everyday I wake up
Grateful to the game
Never shakin wit you lames
Never foldin if its pain
Always focused wit dis aim
Niggas tryna maintain
A lot of shit i can’t explain
Right now just give it time
Everything gone be fine
Dont look me in my motherfuckin eyes
And tell a motherfuckin lie
No intention no purpose
So worthless
The surface is all there is to you to me
Foolish to think Its ok to feel
Cut me then tell me 10 ways to heal
Done playin games ain't no fakin deals
Its fuck you and thats just the way i feel

These niggas trippin
Took me a minute to see it
Like prescription vision
I’m sippin this water
Fuckin yo daughter yo son
Mama yo daddy
Pick one
Ducktape the verbal the vision enough
All dis blood in the streets
Might just fill up my cup
Stuck

Burnin dis earth just feel
Burnin these trees by the field and the acre im still

Burnin dis earth just feel
Burnin these trees by the field and the acre im

Ill sick in the head im for real
It hurts and i dont wanna heal
I got issues im Still

Burnin dis earth just feel
Burnin these trees by the field and the acre im still

Burnin dis earth just feel
Burnin these trees by the field and the acre im still

Burnin dis earth just feel
Burnin these trees by the field and the acre im

Ill sick in the head im for real
It hurts and i dont wanna heal
I got issues im Still

Burnin dis earth just feel
Burnin these trees by the field and the acre im still

(Debra Bostick speaks)