If I Die Today, Don’t Bury Me

I swear today is my grave
I feel like a slave
Whatever life is for
What are these horrors I saw
I just wanna die
I don’t wanna try
I hope I make my family proud
Before I plummet to the ground

This is the type of thing I say
Every fucking living day
My life is a fucking curse
Upon you, I’m sorry I’m a curse
You deserve better
Ill write down my letter
I promised you the universe
Now I’m dead inside the verse
Another me in another timeline
Made us happen fine
I sleep through the day and night
Ill never see the light
I’m going straight to hell
Ive sinned, that’s all and well
If I die tell my dad he was the greatest
I wouldn’t change shit
I did what I fucking could
That’s all I should

(If I die today
Tell the world they’ll pay
A child mind
A slave mankind
I want to rewind
I want a rewind)

My fucking chest hurts
I should be dead in the dirt
Everyone’s trying to assert
Their stereotypes onto me
When I die I hope they’ll see
How their words can affect
Look at the lives you wrecked
I wish you would’ve checked
It’s what you expect
When you treat people like shit
I won't die, but stop being evil
We all die someway peaceful
But some of us die to young
So stop and bite your tongue
What you say could be hurtful
Take time and be respectful
We all had hard times, its universal

If I die today
Tell the world they’ll pay
A child mind
A slave mankind
I want to rewind
I want a rewind