Orange Juice

[Verse 1]
There’s a man who rides the train with me every single day
He’s alone and he’s simple and he smiles the whole way
I can’t help but see he takes all the pride in what he wears
Everyday he packs an orange juice to take some self care

[Pre-Chorus]
And why can’t I take care of myself like that
Why do I bear all the pain so you can relax?

[Chorus]
I can’t even pack myself an orange juice every day
I wish I could care about myself that way
But instead I seem to give and give so you can get a break
Oh I wish I didn’t give all my orange juice away

[Verse 2]
You called me again, said you can’t talk about pain
It’s a drag, it’s unfair, and it’ll make you insane
Said okay, but in the meantime my eyes are always sore
Cause you’ve stopped wanting to talk about the future in store

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, I found a fallen eyelash and I tried to wish it all back
But now I’m not sure you’d want that, I’ll shut up so you can relax

[Chorus]
I can’t even pack a fucking orange juice every day
I wish instead of spending love I’d save
But instead I seem to give and give so you can get a break
Oh I wish I didn’t give all my orange juice away

[Outro]
I’ll just start to crack and crack and maybe one day I’ll just break
But till then I’ll keep giving all my orange juice away