Andy Gullahorn
Andy Gullahorn
Andy Gullahorn
Andy Gullahorn
Andy Gullahorn
Andy Gullahorn
Andy Gullahorn
Andy Gullahorn
Andy Gullahorn
Andy Gullahorn
Andy Gullahorn
You know the good kid growing up
That was me
I was voted most likely to be a priest
And I thought I could not let anyone down
My definition of the way to be kind
Was to lose myself and to shun desire
I thought I had
Life figured out
But I, (oh) I am different now
And all the little ways that I tried to rebel
Well, I kept them quiet
Hid them well
Because it wasn't real if it was never found
And I looked at the world
Through the eyes of a mask
And compared myself with some fuzzy math
To stake my claim on higher ground
Oh I, (oh) I am different now
Oh I, I am different now
And I felt the holy water as a kid
But still the love of God felt like a stranger
Had to live and die to become born again
Baptized in the fire of all my failure
Still have the flaws like I always did
A capacity for violence that I'm asking God to take away
But I can look the world in the eye and make my amends with an honest life
So the ones I love can say
That I, (oh) I am different now
Oh I, I am different now
Andy Gullahorn released Different Now on Fri Nov 16 2018.