Growing Pains

[Verse 1: Yury]

...gotta get to work
...gotta find my turf..
I'm in a mind of hurt
.this industry full of shadyness that refines the worst
..that’s denied to the dirt
..lyin they find that it Works
Riot they try to disperse...
I’m climbing the climate to first

...i feel the burden as purpose I suppose it’s workin
I hear the sermons as verses with in my persons im searchin
...ain't here to preach tho through the vapors and tree smoke
Motivation seems bleak though..
Only way that it seems... so

Suppose it’s lonely at the top and then the bottom too
.....whatever you believing in that’s probably true
Only one you decievin' is prolly you..
Pondering honestly..
Chasin' and schemin' cuz that’s what you gotta

Ima run it back audible
Obstacles like the lotto though
There’s a slim chance they breakin me down and worse odds they’re honorable
...improvements i gotta do..
This a movement i gotta move
And as soon as i do it these mother fuckers will lie to you

[Hook: Yury]

..and don't i know…..
And don't i
...and don't i know…
The truth hurt..but the lies worse

..for All i’ve grown and all i’ve shown ..
...still feel alone
..nothing’s set in stone…
Let it go

[Verse 2: Yury]

So assuming I'm kinda decent
Hopin' I'm not reachin'
Open to scopin' out all the regions
..im speakin' strategic ...
..I've felt defeated
..emotions I'm bleedin' ...
Hit a quotient of feeling
..leaving me numb thru the dealings ..

...let it run thru the healing
..build assumptions to ceilings
.. get the gumption to deal with
Anything fuck it i’ll field it
..gotta work hard man i swear that...
Where the fear at
...interfere facts..
These debonair raps

...is this attainable or sustainable
Painting a faded hope so I state it to make it known
And then take the throne
...king steez with ease..
Shit, i can't even breath
How the hell am i supposed to believe

That I'm so close to the tee
..swinging and hittin'
No limit that be the business
You feel this let's fuckin' get it
Yeah…lets get it
....let's get it …….otherwise you’ll regret