​uncomfortable drug rant and whine

[Intro]
Nah, nah, nah, nah
Nah, nah, nah, no
Ego Mackey

[Verse]
I won't ever find my sleep, girl called me a druggie creep
We go weeks on weeks, years on years
Codeine out my pores, dirty Percocet, little whores
Pop a bean, yeah, when I get bored, dopamine, yeah, be my lord
After the pussy, money and lovin', no, still hard to be trusting
Phone navigatin', hoes fuckin', melancholy, I'm still lusting for you
Oh, I wish it was something, real love, no, it meant nothing
Love her just to fool myself, pour more, like, fuck my health
Stuck in me, yeah, stuck in self
Would you be cool, bitch, if I was a fiend? If I really just loved this lean?
Oh, not more than you I mean, lemme just pour up this oz
Demons all inside of me, just understand you can leave me
Just understand you can leave me
Girl, please, leave me

[Chorus]
Think that's when I knew I didn't love
Think that's when I knew I couldn't love
Think that's when I knew I shouldn't love
The only thing I could love was demons and drugs