Hook:
I've been just longing
Continually dreamin...about you and me
I've been just longing
Continually dreamin...about you and me
(About you and me)
I've been just longing...
Verse 1:
I been just really, really lonely
No time from my homies, sleepless nights, no one there to hold me
I pray to God: holy
My friends don't even know me, phonies
Always thinkin they were my cronies
I must be the one and only
A flower in a wasteland, left alone dry
Do I give up? Do I give in or give it the college try?
I always feel less than, tell me God why
Did you put me in this position, to kill myself and die?
Don't question my integrity and fate
Its a complexity state
Why do I aggressively hate this case of my life?
Is it deflating it's way to a demise?
Comprised of my goals, am I leaving this empty plate on a tray? No way Jose!
Hook:
I've been just longing
Continually dreamin...about you and me
I've been just longing
Continually dreamin...about you and me
(About you and me)
I've been just longing...
Verse 2:
Every waking hour, man I have nightmares
And I have no power, control to avoid the warfare
That takes place in my mind, 24/7, 365
I know it's hallucinations but it gets me every-time
Paranoia, stress, sadness all intertwined in one
Like the result of a gun
When it enters your brain and leaves you laying like a bum
I hear voices in my head, in my fucking eardrums
But I've had enough...no more will take any of this fucking shit and run
I'm takin a stand like the fuckin man that I am
You demons can't tell me what I can't do
So fuck you and your games, I'm a changed man
But that's when I woke up and realised I was in a dream once again, it's so insane
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