If I...

[Verse 1]
I wear my guilt with pride
I know that I've been bad
But you won't see me cry
I know that love's a lie
And all the words you said
Were with an empty smile
I feel the fragile air
And when it shatters
All you do is point and stare
I heard your voice from where
I can't remember but
The past is never fair

[Drop]
If I...

[Verse 2]
The clock is ticking fast
And when you leave again
I watch the seconds pass
I cut my skin on glass
You say my name out loud
The echo never lasts
I fill my lungs with smoke
My body starts to sink
But yours still stays afloat
I guess I rocked the boat
And when you clip my wings
I don't know where to go

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If I...