Offering

New town hero
Never knew so much sorrow
Could bring me down to a zero
Quickly changing my tempo
Pulling me by my collar and brought me up out of limbo
A funeral is the first time I rode inside a limo
I try to keep it simple no matter what people say
When seasons change I always find a way
To give them hell
I need to feel some love around if nobody could really tell
Ain’t nobody really been home
Ain’t nobody checking the mail
Wanted this since 09’
To have residuals when i’m four five
Before I was five I knew n***** who want the whole pie
No lie I grew up feeling like I was alone the whole time
Oh my owe myself some attention it’s hard to come by
Summer nights remind me of everything that I want to be
Take a stand against everything that was haunting me
Taunting me to be frightened but slowly that shit been killing me
Feelings I put in music but ain’t nobody been hearing me
Knowing that n***** listen but ain’t nobody been here in me
And that’s the shit that make me feel misunderstood
What’s up with June i’m off the grid
It’s just me myself and my memories
I say a prayer for you myself and all my enemies
And my intentions are pure i’m indecisive
But on this I know my answer for sure
I’m sensitive a lot of times I know the manner is raw
I keep to God and watch my blessing unlock
I beat the odds that kept me mentally sharp
Before I shut myself out
Before my castle fell apart
June