Dreamin’

I’m dreaming
Oh, I’m dreaming of the things I can be

I’m crawling out my skin
Don’t know where I’m goin or where I’ve been
Been stuck in the same place all of my life
While I watch those inspired by me get light, it’s not fair

That you are there and I am here
Don’t you think it’s weird that you are there and I am here?

I was having nervous breakdowns like damn, these niggas that much better than me??
Like I ain’t out here with the 1, 2, 3?
Like I don’t write it down with my A, B, C’s?
Like, to be real I’ve been holding myself back
I really hurts watching all of my friends stack
While I’m lookin for the one little thing I lack
But to squeeze myself into that box feels whack

Sometimes it looks like I got it all
I fall harder when the storm comes pounding my door
I got mad shit to lose, I’m guarding it all
Mad skin that’s bruised
I’m locked in the stall, it’s all
Hidden wrapped tight under my sleeve
I pray nobody sees when the wounds start bleeding
That nobody hears when my heart stops beating
I wish I could watch like a fly on the ceiling, I

I, I, I, I’m dreaming