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Every morning I wake up, put on my makeup
Drown myself in daily reading
Sometimes I just feel empty, like life just rents me
And I just sit down where it seats me
Don’t you ever get the feeling, like your heart is beating
Beating but your brain doesn’t know it
Kinda like you’re floating outside you, watching from behind you. Screaming but you still go and blow it

Don’t you tell me that you will fix me
That You will heal me that you can seal me
Sometimes I just need some space to work things out

You are not the one I listen to when it’s dark inside and
You are not the monster I just threw out of my mind
So leave me, leave me lonely, leave me certain I won’t need you, not today. I’m not a damsel in distress, so go away

Sometimes I just get caught up, like I’m in a drought of
All my old good ideas
And I really miss the days when, everything was hazy
When nothing just passed me up

Don’t you tell me that you will fix me
That You will heal me that you can seal me
Sometimes I just need some space to work things out
It doesn’t mean that I’m leaving please
Understand me if you can baby
Every time I will come back home
You are not the one I listen to when it’s dark inside and
You are not the monster I just threw out of my mind
So leave me, leave me lonely, leave me certain I won’t need you, not today. I’m not a damsel in distress, so go away

But baby when I come back home
Please bring me in and tie me down
Don’t let me miss our ISS
I’m running out of air and I got too much space
I’m tired of introspection and I need some love affection
Baby let me Back into my own body

You are not the one I listen to when it’s dark inside and
You are not the monster I just threw out of my mind
So leave me, leave me lonely, leave me certain I won’t need you, not today
I’m not a damsel in distress, so go away
You are not the fix to all my problems, sometimes I just need some space
Throw me to orbit, float away