Hell on earth

Im ill, and writing bars is my cure
Then i got addicted, now all i want is more
And without it im insane and im insecure
Killing this line is the addiction for sure

Satan says im allergic to fear
Im just sitting here trying to impress his peer
Im on a high level impressing the devil see the evil appear
Im in charge now taking over his carrer
Oh wait im his son
I don't need the devil to make a transaction
Your gunna die in hell is the caption
For what you did im gunna take action
Dont fight back im ready for reaction
Watch the evil kick in as i have sin
Im just waiting for the nightmare to begin
It started and i can't get satan out from under my skin
I failed god i let the evil within

Do i kill the king? i can't decide
Wait i am the king so that would be suicide
Im sitting here with a gun to my eye
Thinking abut what would happen if i pulled the trigger and died
Will god forgive and make heaven my reside
Or will satan take me and make the good and evil collide

As i cock back, my mind runs wild
Thinking back to when i was child
Seeing my mums smile
Changed my mind
Im a changed man, i leave all bad behind
Emotion and anger combined
No luck, heavens declined
A broken heart can mend
But not a shot to the head live life until the end

All my life ive had an angle as my slave
Its funny how only i and no one else he can save
And only i and no other he has forgave
Ever since and will from the cradle to the grave

Over the years i hate what ive become
In this nightmare i run away from someone
He's bad makes me suicidal this will be homicidal
Then realise its me im running from
Woke up and everythings gone

And i go way back had nothing flash no bars
I didn't even have no cash no cars
Getting into fight with gash and scars
Kicking back drinking in the park looking up at the stars

Its funny how things change
Wishing you wasn't derange
But its life man
Looking back at your life seems strange
Its funny how people change from the fame
Calling out that i don't like what you became
Its not game
You don't have 9 lives you only have one
You only lives once yolo's the name
Fuck yolo
Im playing this life solo
And in my life im the fucking pro
And its on hard mode walk in shoes and you will know
I started this years ago back when i known as just joe

To my family im a disgrace
Big ears closed eyes and a fucked up face
Call me the bugs bunny because your the turtle in this race
Life is a card game and im laying down the ace