So Long

(Intro)
The world won't be the same after i'm done
World
The world won't be the same after i'm done

(Chorus) X2
I'm just a murderer lookin' for a way out
Release this trigger to blow my brains
Maybe you'll be happy when i'm gone
So long

(Verse 1)
Would you really miss me, if I was history?
Bullet to the brain, escape from this misery
I see myself in five years doin' the same thing
Killin' off all these bitches that brought me pain
I used to be a rapper that had Mental RELness
Stuck in society's downfall, and still is
Pull back the hammer, and let this bullet fly
And see who remembers me when I die
No more beats, no more SyckSyde
No more me, no more Bob E. Nite
I can't get help, I can't release the pressure
So I just use the shiny thing in daddy's dresser
These voices in my head, want to taste lead
Reality is red, with my inspiration dead
With that said, I think i'll just do it
Life ain't shit, so i'll just lose it
Forget the end of family and friends
See if they mourn me when my life ends
See if they remember the good things or the wrong
Or will i just be a memory in a song

(Chorus) X2
I'm just a murderer lookin' for a way out
Release this trigger to blow my brains
Maybe you'll be happy when i'm gone
So long

(Verse 2)
Would there be a funeral with flowers and greetings
Speaking at eulogy sayin' they can't believe this
"He was so quiet" maybe that was the first sign
Always bragged about, how I was the big time
Put me in the ground, let the worms feast
I never should have been called to play the beast
These moments i've made reminisce to the grave
Fear of me, scared, my tricks being played
This is the only way I see fit to get through
Another suicide 'cause the voices told him to
Where I stand is close to a trash can
Decayed within, broken hourglass of sand
So here I go again, and I say I won't miss much
See you later and thanks for that broken crutch
Forever i'll be a memory in a song
So tell me, how will your life be when i'm gone?

(Chorus) X2
I'm just a murderer lookin' for a way out
Release this trigger to blow my brains
Maybe you'll be happy when i'm gone
So long