Lost My Way

Verse 1
I'm Deppresed/
I wanna take two to the chest/
Gettin' high is the only way I can decompress/
And suppress all this stress/
I do not feel blessed/
I confess my fuckin' minds a mess/
With acid on my tongue/
Oh shit/
What have I begun/
I'm all over the place/
Lost in the pillow case with suicide on my brain/

Verse 2
Tell my momma I'm sorry/
I've made some mistakes/
I've lost my way/
I'm tryin' to figure out my shit every day/
Stay stable and keep my emotions at bay/
I just wanna be a kid and go outside to play/
But that's the end of those days/
I'm fuckin' losin' my way/
Feelin' powerless, trapped in a cage/
Blindin' my feelings when I'm usin' that blade/
So much pent up anger and rage/
Feel the release when I''m usin' that blade/
I'm not okay/
I cannot continue to be livin' this way/
Gettin' paid minimum wage/
Movin' at such a minimum pace/
Hope this blunt I'm smokin' be laced/
I'm in such a dark place/
X in my face/
Out of place
Blocked when pen meets the page/
Put my head to a gage/
It's not a faze/
It's how I really be livin'/
Music is the only thing keepin' me drivin'/
Keepin' me livin'/
Keep, keepin' me livin'/