Circumstances Telling Me Who I Am

Hasn't already been done a long ago?
Why I bother keeping pieces in my hands
It’s all over, all shits I put out don’t even make sense
And I still sitting here not leaving my past behind
I know it’s too late to face realties I’ve held for a long time in my back
Wasted years I spent are coming back and ask
Time’s still left so I decide to stay here
Nothing’s gonna change for you, alright?
It’s all excuses you make
Stuck in a chamber room, voices echoing all around the places
Hoping to find exit that doesn’t exist
And circumstances keep telling me who i am
All the circumstances beat all my dreams to stand
I dipped my finger in the current and waited for them to be static
All fishes passed on with covering their eyes
Lied down hoping to over soon, waiting here for someone to take me away please let this be over
When I try to set things up, It sounds much better with reverbs, way better when lyrics’ aren’t in their place
Just to hide what I’m trying to say to you
Waded through the twigs, twigs oozing from my head
Hard to beat myself. Wherever you go I don’t care
This isn’t the first, I hope this isn’t the last
Cause I know I’m heading for some unknown crash
The time is so little, the time belongs to me
So why I in a such a fucking rush?