Letter To Blaklez

[Intro : M2KaNE]
2-0-1-7
Kane
The seems have held in
Please just let me live
I feel like caving in
My dreams are getting in
I turn in into nothing
It's strangling the budget
I gotta rack it in before my momma kick the bucket
What you know about

[Verse 1 : M2KaNE]
Battling the wind
Made a nigga travel way up to get intimate
With intuition I been raised up with a little bit of vision but my nigga wait up hold up right there
I sit in front of yet another test
I don't have the energy to deal with more reject
I have set all the steps, that are ready to be checked
Bench press all the stress and then I'm tendin' to the quest
My nigga! try to hold it down lil nigga, all for the grind lil nigga
Ain't no other way around it
You from a small town lil nigga
It's the only way you'll climb lil nigga
Pick yourself up off the ground
Stick it out show that you legit
And no matter what you do homie don't you dare quit
But the road is so stiff homie I don't know shit, think its best that I split

[Hook : M2KaNE]
Cause, I don't wanna be another stat, in gold city
Made it up but never made it back, it's so shitty
I can't believe that I tried to play it down
You said believe and you'll see that your dreams they gon' find a way to shine
I let you down

[Chorus : M2KaNE]
I can't get it out my brain
I tried to run that was dumb
Cause my nigga there ain't no escape
He told me keep your head up
Little nigga head up that way
But it was done, I was numb yeah my vision sealed off my fate
Nigga tried to swim upstream in the city waves

[Post Chorus : M2KaNE]
And drown, I drown, drown
I drown, drown
I drown, drown

[Verse 2 : M2KaNE]
Let's take it back to the beach
Never thought that I would be this happy to retreat
And my nigga Lwaistar let me crash at his crib
With my nigga Bling homies had me when I had nix
Nullified, I was tryna level out my feet
Humble pie, with the bitter taste o' defeat
I'm a guy, who has never broke down to his fears
But I still hear the words o' Showtime in my ear sayin
You should've held it down little nigga
Didn't even try lil nigga, thought there was a way around it
But now you small time lil nigga, ain't nowhere to hide lil nigga
Should've stood up from the ground dawg aye
Now my life becoming groundhog day and I feel like such a coward
I swear your voice is getting louder

[Hook : M2KaNE]
Cause, I don't wanna be another stat, in gold city
Made it up but never made it back, it's so shitty
I can't believe that I tried to play it down
You said believe and you'll see that your dreams they gon' find a way to shine
I let you down

[Chorus : M2KaNE]
I can't get it out my brain
I tried to run that was dumb
Cause my nigga there ain't no escape
He told me keep your head up
Little nigga head up that way
But it was done, I was numb yeah my vision sealed off my fate
Nigga tried to swim upstream in the city waves

[Post Chorus : M2KaNE]
And drown, I drown, drown
I drown, drown
I drown, drown

[Bridge : M2KaNE]
I should've known that this is how I'd be
I should've known that this is how I'd be
Just my notepad and the beat
Just a grown man with a dream
Mentally I feel I'm kinda weak
It's been getting hard for me to speak
I think I might be losing my belief
I think I might be losing my belief

[Verse 3 : M2KaNE]
It took a few words and for months I couldn't handle it
If you heard what I did with life strangling you
You'd know how I feel, I gambled with the little I had and watched it all disappear
I looked at my hand and it was all into air
I thought I could stand but I could not, I was scared
And all I could have, would've been lost to the fear
Real shit, type of thing to make you contemplate the kill switch
Flip it real quick, flip it real quick
Do it fast, One time, won't feel shit
Brotherman your grind won't yield chips
Remember Showtime what did he say
Tried to touchdown on a shitty lane
I didn't make, I didn't make
Tried to swim upstream in the city waves