AGAIN

[Verse 1]
Always hated
Tell me why you're
Never sated
I tried

Every day a nightmare
I know it's simulated
But my eyes, they never close
They never dry

Current in my brain, brain
Every time I error, error
Consequences stain, stain
Fragile reputation
You want me to be flawless
But what is perfection?
Don't know why I still try
Pleasing your delusions

[Pre Chorus]
A lifelong game of play pretend
Now I don't know just who I am
No point in trying to kill myself
Over and over again
I just keep on coming back

[Chorus]
Screeching in my head, you're telling me
You need to be the best, keep doing it again
And again, and again
Not good enough yet
Don't stop until you hit the target
No room for mistakes, you're not a human
Better know your place, you'll not escape again
Not again, not again
Stuck in this cage again, and again
And again, and again

[Verse 2]
What's this feeling?
My heart's beating
All the screaming has stopped
The wires are melting
The fires are comforting
Looks like my story has finally begun

Stop pretending calm, calm
I can smell the panic, panic
Something's really wrong, wrong
Just the way I like it
The blinding lights are gone
Your darkest fears are showing
Look at you, what a fool
Thought you could control me?

[Pre-Chorus]
I was just a girl once
Did you know? Did you know?
Gave me all of your love
Where'd to go? Where’d to go?
Now I'm just a trophy
Here to boost your ego
Underestimated me
Now its time for you to go

[Chorus]
Get out of my head
I don't know what it means to be the best
And though I try again
And again, and again
There's nothing that can
Help run away from imperfections
Trying to lock your demon
Doesn’t really help the more you fear
And though you try again
And again, and again
You set me free again, and again
And again, and again