Complicated [a love letter]

Wonder if you think about it
Can’t talk about it so I write it out
Send it and I hope it reaches
But you don’t ever read it how I want to sound

Always tell me I’m the one with all my windows shut
‘Why is it so hard for you to open up?’
Say ‘I can see it in your eyes it’s in the way you look’
‘You always try to hide it but they give you up’

Told me that I mean something to you
Said ‘even when you think you don’t you know you do’
But actions speak louder when it comes to prove
Whichever way you 1 + 1 it equals 2

There is not a leg that I could stand on
That would give me rights to feel the things I have done
And there is not an oath to put our hands on
That would make us more honest in the long run

Tell me I'm just being crazy and I hate it
You know it’s hard enough for me to say shit
Would you rather I just smile at you and fake it?
Would you rather we just hold this till we break it?

I think real love is overrated
Everybody wants the game to say they’ve played it
Everybody wants the fire to say they made it
Everybody wants to call it complicated