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[Verse]
Cutting off my skin, I hate the man I was
I can never get back all the scars I made
I wanna cut my hair, I wanna run away
I'll never love myself, I thought that was the point
Never getting better, I’m only falling deeper
Gender bender, i would never let you talk to me
Self-destructive, interruptive, I'll never ever know
What's its like to live a life without hating every word

[Chorus]
Fe-e-e-e-e-e-e, female
Fe-e-e-e-e-e-e, female
Fe-e-e-e-e-e-e, female
Fe-e-e-e-e-e-e, female

[Verse 2]
Now I’m running out of pills, my boobs will never grow
I need to prove them wrong, it's my only validation
I don't like mirrors, don't like fears, I'm manifesting hate
Dye my hair, and pierce my face, I'm just a stereotype
X and x, x and y, I was born to die
Color field'ed, varicose, I'm never growing old
Overdose on estrogen, at least I’m being honest
I’ll never be a woman and I'm too far from a man

[Chorus]
Fe-e-e-e-e-e-e, female
Fe-e-e-e-e-e-e, female
Fe-e-e-e-e-e-e, female
Fe-e-e-e-e-e-e, female