Ruminations / Sundae

[Part I: Ruminations]

[Intro]
Our lives are moving fairly fast
Faster than I want to
You say you can't trust me still
Guess it's something I'm used to
I don't know how many times I gotta show
That I would never use you
Only as my muse Boo

[Chorus]
Bus driver
Sitting so hostile
Nun praying
Reading her gospel
One day
I might be an uncle
Constantly changing
Don't know my outcome
Better to just live this life
We don't get twice
'Cause I don't really know where things may go
Don't have a clue where we end up
But if my end is with you
I won't mind that day
Cause if I end up with you
I won’t mind that day

[Verse]
Used to hate attention
Now I pull up when the top is low
Haven't shed a tear since my close mate's funeral
Thought that's something you should know
Depression that I rarely show
Dad never taught me how to channel my emotions so
Like a TV Show
This single is my pilot
I pray for the moments
When Im covered by the silence
Cause the voices in my head
Tend to turn violent
So I listen to my heartbeats
The rhythm and the tempo
Makes it all feel simple
Like looking at her dimples
I'm in love
With this moment
Back to reality
Chilling mad at me
Wish this would end happily
But no matter how hard it gets
Love makes you come back to me
I'm tied to you
But this ain't no 50 shades of grey doe
I contemplate our future like my surname’s Plato
Future in our hands like play dough
I might wear the pants
But I'll move when she says so
It's ok though
I don't mind her taking the lead
My body may get tired
But she's all my heart needs
Tuned into her frequency
Like a radio feed
Indeed
We do bad deeds
But only with each other
Wanna have a kid with her
Make her a baby mama
But we enjoy the practice
Shake the bed so hard
Thought the earth moved its axis

[Outro]
That's just the vibes
For tonight

[Part II: Sundae]

[Intro]
Sundae

[Verse]
Really bad days seem to ruin my week
I feel the heaviness of breath
Whenever I speak
Need to head to church soon
Just to hear the pastor preach
About a better end today
A heaven just beyond my reach
Hypocrisy preventing me
To practice what I teach
Rarely tempted by apples
Really more about your peach
My holy blood is being sucked out
By a demonic leach
And I cease

[Pre Chorus]
Only God can judge me
Only God can love me
Besides myself
Besides myself

[Chorus: Naye Ayla]
So I gotta move slowly
Never let my vices control me
I’m trying to better than the old me
I’m doing this more for my homies
I gotta move slowly
Never let my vices control me
I’m trying to be better than the old me
I’m doing this more for my homies

[Refrain: Naye Ayla]
You better come on in this house
Cause it’s gonna rain
Rain outside (on me)
It’s gonna rain
You better come on in this house
Cause it’s gonna rain
Rain outside
It’s gonna rain