Bittersweet

Intro:

No...No I'll just catch up with you guys later

Yeah...I just..lemme be alone I just gotta think for a second

Verse 1:
Sitting down in the basement zoned out
Hate everybody I don’t wanna go out
I never met god in my life
But if I do then we’re having a throw down
This really how it’s gonna go down?
Don’t call me im tossing my phone out
Bet the doctors gonna tell me
I got some shit too hard to pronounce
Hmmmm well lemme think
That lexipro went down my sink
Im feeling so much pressure
Everything I write is soundin weak
I Love you (hate you)
Love you (hate you)
I change my mind least once a week
I’ll never have it all figured out
Wiggin out like the devils approachin me
I’m a ghost of me I don’t really feel shit
Don’t talk cause I don’t wanna hear it
I Been gone since you been gone
I’m Shell of myself I don’t have much spirit
Left I’m a waste I guess
That’s why everyday I stress
I was hurt with you here now im hurt when ya not
I can feel this knot in the middle of my chest cause

Chorus:
You’re the best and the worst thing
That’s ever happened to me
I never felt such joy and pain
At the same time
(ooohhh you're bittersweet)

It was only yesterday
You chose to set me free
I remember I laughed and cried
At the same time
(ooohhh you're bittersweet)

Verse 2:
Ok time for round two
Bet you’ll tell me im underground too
And ill never be anything in the rap game
Feel shame when I come around you
Back and forth ya bittersweet
When we fight its dejavu
You were my best kept secret
It’s time I say the truth
( I can not stay with you
No I can not stay with you)
Stop wasting my time lemme
Back on the grind, go away
Oh please im begging you
So didn’t hear me? Stop it
I’m hooked on you like phonix
How can I love you?
I don’t like myself most of the time and
I’m just an ignoramus
I only wish to make it
I’m hopin’ you don’t smell the fear I’m wearing like a fragrance
I never meant to come off heartless I just mixed the message
Guess I’m a screw up with no intention to learn my lesson

Chorus

Bridge:
(let’s break it down)
You play the victim like I treated you so bad
You weren’t as good to me as you would like to act
Don’t lecture me, don’t lecture me, don’t lecture me
X2

Chorus