HAPPINESS

Nothing but ringing in my ears
I dance to the sound of my beating and broken heart
Once again I felt nothing and no pain
I year for a feeling more than this
I swear every hour I grow colder
Watching your eyes from every corner

Tell me now who will win
Give yourself over now before I lose my skin
Tell me now if in the wreckage i will find myself alive
Routine acquaintances
The sudden urge to gouge both of my eyeballs out
Routine acquaintances, the beating, the bleeding
For something more than this

Picking up my ticket for the long day ahead
Tired in every aspect
Suddenly I'm nervous for replies
The 12am anxieties i always try and hide

The dreams have begun again
The dreams have begun again and i'm fading away

Nothing to do
Nothing but ringing in my ears and the dreams that start up again
These sentences, these words that just appear in my mind
I'm fading