Mental Rabbit Hole

[Verse 1: Jamie Madrox]
Why are you afraid? Why you wanna be saved?
Living life as a victim and nothing ever change
Rather be a survivor and overcome pain
I'm telling you a perspective and never look the same
Even though we're connected in this corroded game
I'm so tired of everybody tryna point blame
Gettin' by, never thinkin' that they're getting played
Still believin' on the lies in the picturе frame
Even though they clеarly look crooked
They don't care about the story or the way you took it
They don't have to explain if you won't overlook it
So just turn me the other way while you getting tooken
They don't feel safe and too embarassed to be proud
And the fact I disagree with them, they think that I'm a clown
But who is not blind, who cannot look around
Only thing they really runnin' is everything [and it's all?]

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
The result of me being trapped in my mind
How it happens to me all the time
I'm crawling through these mental rabbit holes
In my head I'm alone
Don't need a back door, 'cause I've heard it all before
How I should be ashamed and how I'm wrong
Don't wanna be

[Verse 2: Monoxide]
Astral plane's been painted black
Only pain and a wasted tat
None remains, no coming back
What a fucking shame it's come to that
Misconceptions, lot of y'all fall for the misdirections
Gettin' played for the Insta mentions
I can go away, but don't forget the message
They don't give a fuck about you, not for a minute
And we've been telling you from the very beginning
Some kind of crazy game I feel like we all been in
They always hate to see the fuckin' loser winnin'
People grinnin' to my face, I'm gonna fall like linen
So they know the kind of vibe they givin'
Or maybe I'm just [fishin'?]
I just wanna get it all out of my system

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
The result of me being trapped in my mind
How it happens to me all the time
I'm crawling through these mental rabbit holes
In my head I'm alone
Don't need a back door, 'cause I've heard it all before
How I should be ashamed and how I'm wrong
Don't wanna be

[Bridge: Jamie Madrox, Monoxide]
[And they pretend that they?] like you
Break free, oh my God, I tried to
Takes me quite a while to adapt to
Something that I really shouldn't have to
Something that I really shouldn't have to
It's a long dark road to the place I go
Is it safe for you? I don't know
If you say to me that you'll pray for me
I can face this on my own

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
The result of me being trapped in my mind
How it happens to me all the time
I'm crawling through these mental rabbit holes
In my head I'm alone
Don't need a back door, 'cause I've heard it all before
How I should be ashamed and how I'm wrong
Don't wanna be
The result of me being trapped in my mind
How it happens to me all the time
I'm crawling through these mental rabbit holes
In my head I'm alone
Don't need a back door, 'cause I've heard it all before
How I should be ashamed and how I'm wrong
Don't wanna be