Pink roses

I guess, it's kinda crazy to think you'd be mine
But I'm perfectly fine living a lie
I'm way too drunk I'm not saying this right
I guess the way that you keep saying my name
Makes me wanna hear it again and again
Did I waste every single chance?

Please don't go
Cuz maybe it's better that
I don't know
Even if you just pretend
You could still love me in my head
So please don't go
I think it's better this way

Going back and forth
Not worth it anymore
I wish I knew what to say
But we both know the truth
I'll end up hating you
And you'll beg me to stay
Should we do this?
And break each other like that?
I've been through shit
And I'm scared to go right back
If you knew this
Would you love me just the same?

Please don't go
Cuz maybe it's better that
I don't know
Even if you just pretend
You could still love me in my head
So please don't go
I think it's better that

I don't tell you how I feel though I want to tonight
I love you I do, but I won't risk you turning me down
Yeah, I know that I'm a mess
But I'm fine living like this
So please don't go

That's what I want though it hurts
Still better than letting you go