Alone Again Always

Sitting in a field alone
Bugs crawl up from the ground
Something holds you there
You're alone, you never question why or how

Will your open body suspend me inside
My heart's just a sinkhole
But I wish it suck me under so I'd be closer to you
My dear you scream as we disappear
But the longer I wait
At the portals gate I will pine
See I been longing for myself
Oh, but I been with someone else
And I know there must be something more
If I could just find my way through that door
But daylight dwells for us

But soon soon I'll be gone
I fell awake
Into two hearts as one
Dying trying to succeed
It's all I really need
The more I bleed she feeds
Until she finds my core
And sees there's nothing more than a light
That won't shine

Awake in the morning
I've been mourning us
But awake in the evening
I'm grieving you