Self Control

I don't have no Self Control
I'm growing old
My heart growing colder
And I don't feel the
Love no more
I'm here all alone
The pain taking over

And the sun don't shine
When your not here
I wanna close my eyes
Drift away from here
Might be my whole demise
Just like i feared
I stay traumatized
By my own nightmares

Like the way
I'm in sobniare
My mistakes
Hurt me now
Tryna find my way
I don't think I'll make it back
I'm afraid
To think out loud

Cause they say I'm crazy
Don't say I'm crazy
You ain't gotta tell me
Baby i know that
You said that you hate me
Do you really hate me?
Those are some strong words
Even when you mad

I got these pills in my head
Wash it down but don't
Try to clinge my soul
I got these pills in my head
Praying to god
I don't overdose

I don't have no Self Control
I'm growing old
My heart growing colder
And I don't feel the
Love no more
I'm here all alone
The pain taking over

And the sun don't shine
When your not here
I wanna close my eyes
Drift away from here
Might be my whole demise
Just like i feared
I stay traumatized
By my own nightmares

Like the way
I'm in sobniare
My mistakes
Hurt me now
Tryna find my way
I don't think I'll make it back
I'm afraid
To think out loud