INTROSPECT

It made me question
What is my need for a relationship
For intimacy
And I realized it's because I felt so disconnected
And so removed from everyone for most of my life

It's like, you know, why do I have such a hard time letting go
I'd rather settle for being unhappy
If it means I get to be unhappy with somebody
So the moment you get somebody to agree to love you
It's like, I will never take my hands from around this

But I'm learning to release and hold on to mysеlf
Or, release and allow somеthing greater to come to myself
You become aware of your part
And realize that before we, there's gotta be me