Routine Pain (Etc Version)

[Verse 1]
On any given day, I'm a six of ten
Bed to desk to bar, eyes on the floor
I'm still apologizing for the way I've been
Each breath more full of shit than the one before

[Pre-Chorus]
I know the negative consumes me
Guess I'm alright
Let the guilt pass right through me
While my friends are taking dives
Off cliffs, and I'll just worry
'Bout the songs I'll never write
Don't matter, they don't wanna hear me on the other side

[Chorus]
So let me ruin my guts tonight
Just let me ruin my guts tonight

[Verse 2]
On any given day, it hurts to stand up straight
Erasin' the same message from my phone
I'm reachin' out to friends who probably think that I am dead
And I should wanna go home, but I won't

[Pre-Chorus]
These past four months, I've been so angry
I'm not alright
Can you please come look right through me
And try to give a reason why
I don't know you, or why you care?
But the Devil's loose inside
And I'm so sick of saying sorry when I cry

[Chorus]
So let me ruin my guts tonight
Just let me ruin my guts tonight
You can haunt me 'til the world ends
We'll melt in the sunlight
Just let me ruin my guts tonight

[Verse 3]
And on any given day, I'm out to break your heart
On any day, you'll bleed me my self-worth
I'm done askin', "What's the point
Of finishing the things we start?"
We've got ten years with these bodies
And maybe twenty on this Earth

[Bridge]
But you said, "I can't take another summer in this place
Everyone in this bar is the same
Everywhere I look, it's just routine pain
I'm so sick of treading water"
Am I gonna be this down forever?
Am I gonna be this dumb forever?
Am I gonna be this gone forever?
Am I gonna be this numb forever?

[Outro]
Have you ever felt lower than everyone else?
'Cause I'm feelin' lower than anyone else
If everything's lower than everything else
I'll see how much lower I can go
Have you ever felt lower than everyone else?
'Cause I'm feelin' lower than anyone else
If everything's lower than everything else
We'll see how much lower we can go
So much lower we can go